Life is full of stuff

I guess if it were not full of stuff it would be empty. Wondering how long I have left lately, health stuff took a nosedive thought it might be the end (DRAMA!!!!!!) but instead it was a med issue now hopefully fixed. Spring can come any day now, my rhuemy didn't bat a freaking eyelash at prescribing a heavy duty pain killer....says he is amazed I made it this long into the winter without asking. I hate being drugged but I love not hurting.

Good news from kallisti tonight, for her but bonus for me as she is going to come visit me. Also may have actually guilted my parents into taking Colleen for a couple days to visit in PA, she needs to connect somewhere and her stress is better she suggested a visit.

Full of wants and needs but no money and no energy. Not much to say really